Wednesday, June 03, 2009

... con't

Just finished lunch, thought I'd post a quick post regarding previous post.

As stated prior, I'm restless, longing for something but not knowing what and it's driving me crazy... LOL I want to talk to my friends, voice my concerns but how can I talk to them when I don't even know what my concerns are???

I try to be logical but that's never really worked for me, as I'm more attuned to my emotions and often act impulsively at times.

My inner voice is whispering poetry that I dare not write, less I succumb to crying or go on a drinking binge night out w/ friends. I need to meditate more, I think because I'm losing myself to what, I don't know... I guess I'm looking for companionship for inspiration, which usually ends up with me falling in love (when I said I wouldn't - *sigh*). =D

But keeping the words bottled up within me will just drive me nuts. Screw it, I'll write the words and submit them to my editor and see what he says. I still have to finish the edits from the last submission... *more sigh* LOL

xxoo
Ronn

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